If you han’t had been curious, it wouldn’t have made me curious right back.
Now i’m curious, and it’s probably about nothing like it always is.
You just had to ask me didn’t you? Now you know there is a question that i don’t want to answer; and me not providing one pretty much gives you your answer. You just had to ask it-and now you know.
Don’t turn me into the one who messed up our prefect group once the answer i never gave gets out. I didn’t mess anything up. hopefully. :) It could work out one of three ways. 1. I didn’t mess anything up because you were curious as well. 2. i didn’t mess anything up cause i never actually gave you an answer and you agree to the fact i’m giving you no answer cause you realize i care enough about the effects my answer could have; putting me in the clear of a mess up. 3. You’ve misunderstood and i’ve messed it up for no reason what so ever.
I reallllly hope the only reason you asked that question was because you had talked to a fellow friend whos questions and concerns match my own.
I wonder if i have a friend whos questions and concerns match my own.
hmm…let me listen to this song once again to think about you and your possible questions and concerns. :)
My chest and the lungs that lie beneath get out of tune when i focus on you for too long. My breathing leterally skips and my lips are frozen in an highly extended grin…understatement? -Yes. I feel a bubble in my heart being pushed out from the edges as if it were stuck. So many things out of tune with in me when i think about the possibility that our questions and concers match up.
I wonder if in those moments when out eyes meet in laughter and conversation between outselves if we are wondering the same thing. -“is she/he thinking about what i could be thinging about?” “is he/she thinking about the glisten in my eyes, cause i know i’m thinking that about you!” “is he/she thinking about not acting too excited, yet when inside you’re melting” It’s so difficult!!!!!!! It’s so difficult because everytime you talk to me, everytime you look at me, everytime you something just to me, no matter how simple, i can;t help but want to smile the largest possible smile i can!!!!!!! But i don’t want to scare you. I think i might have once, bt maybe i didn’t maybe you were thinking the same???? yeah? please say yes. ahhhhh, hmmmmm.
It’s late and i’m not even tired…But you are. You’re dealing with 60 cousins at your house. Probably not even time for you to think…So i guess if that’s the case then i’m thinking all this stuff by myself, and no one shares my questions and concerns.
But oh how terribly do i wish you thought the same thoughts as me.:) gah. so much to say, so much on my mind! but my thoughts are in the middle of a battle right now…I’ll have them come talk to you when the war is over.